like the old saying "there's more fish in the sea" :o)

stress

it always seems that the day you have the most to do comes in the most inconvenient manner! BUT hopefully all of the stress will dimenish once I leave the office & can hopefully confirm a new roommate tonight! fingers crossed!

say what you mean, mean what you say

 You're in a world so far over your head not even you know why you're smiling anymore. Go out and experience someone else's happiness; children are priceless- when they giggle & smile, it is sincere; when the elderly embrace, they are holding on for a lifetime and not just that moment. People watch and contrast what happiness means to you.

What is most sad is when one deceives their own heart- don't be afraid to put YOU first to determine where you want to go, and why. 

Love life :)

Beautiful Monster

lights dancing through the atmosphere spelling out emotions and adrenaline expression you cannot voice and your body tells you to move so you dance. 86,400 seconds in a day awknowledge every last sensation you are granted that the paraplegic will never touch. Our fingers tell us what we want to hear while our eyes dance in extacy convincing our hearts of what we want to say. TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR. Close your eyes and feel the keys as though youre dancing and no one is watching, I am going to give all my secrets away. You wear them around like it ain't shit. I'm not a statistic nor a one sided story, listen to what it is I'm not saying- there's gold.

[ l o v e l i f e ]

[Fondness]

Today the heart grows fond. Be sure of your feelings and subject yourself always to what they speak. Never allow someone else to mold who you are not and never give away your most prized attributes without reason. Allow those in who seem to need a friend and keep those out who have potential to harm you. Love those who cherish you and cherish those who love you. Live life as though it is a gift ["and not a given right"]. Ensure that your ending is happy and live each day as though you are writing the fairy tale to your own life. Never chase something that is not evident and always hold onto your dreams [they are your most prized possessions]. Stay realistic and always be fond of your own heart as it is the guide to your happy ending. 

reflect upon the memories that give you reason to remember! : )

[ s p e e c h ]

speech is a simple tool- we open our mouths daily and whether we sound intelligent or powerful we use our bodies, mouth, eyes, and minds alike to convey what we feel is important. so once again I throw the question [why?] out there- why is it that we have to feel a power within us to need to convey something, and only those things we feel, we find necessary to place in the minds of others. 

love life! we've got brains, and the power to use them uniquely : )

[ w h y ? ]

that seems to always be the question that keeps the human race evolving. Why are we here? What is our purpose on earth? What is religion? What religion is right? What does love mean? What does it feel like when you die? Why is it so hard to tell the truth?

My question today- for my friends, my loved ones- and of course myself; why is it that we are more convinced of making truth out of something we want that is not tangible than just seeing the truth in what is? The heart is the route of all evil in this case I believe (yes, the heart is also the route of greatness but-) it is the flood of emotions our heart lends us that leads us to either be rational or irrational beings. The one thing that has the same function in every human being and that is unchanging- it the one thing that keeps us evolving. The heart makes us kind, caring, loving, convincing, fearful, naive, unique, funny, blind, and most of all human. Sure all living things have a heart but, the human heart has evolved into something much much more than simply an organ of pure function and into the source of human evolution and emotion. Because of our hearts, we are given the opportunity and ability to decipher right and wrong and also to be blinded by those things we want so badly that we are convinced we can see formulating.

enjoy life! afterall, you have what other creatures do not- the ability to question.